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Sometimes you have to laugh at yourself silly until you cry and relax. Life is good right now and I'm not depressed. Bored, uncertain at what direction I should take with my life but trying not to stress over everything imaginable. (That why I'm trying not to follow News on the internet, I will forever dislike everything.) Still anxious if not depressed but I don't feel as horribly when I was seventeen. (Gosh, I hated everything and myself the most at that age.)

I'm trying to get a handle on my personality because sometimes I still don't understand myself. I need to stop binge reading random blogs.

Almost finish with my first fanmix, now I need to put it in the right order and upload it.

Here some music:
Flashback Hip-Hop [download]
4 My People (featuring Eve) by Missy Elliott (2001) [m4a] / 9-5ers Anthem by Aesop Rock (2001) [m4a] / Fear Not Of Man by Mos Def (1999) [m4a] / Insane In The Membrane by Cypress Hill (1993) / Notorious Thugs (featuring Bone Thugs-n-n Harmony) by The Notorious B.I.G. (1997) / On And On (featuring June Luva & Milk D) by Shyheim (1994) / Peter Piper by Run-D.M.C. (1986) / Po' Folks by Nappy Roots (2002) / Rock the House (featuring Del tha Funkee Homosapien by Gorillaz (2001) / The Whole World by Outkast (2001) / Zealots by The Fugees (1996)

Warning: Offensive lyrics [from religious imagery to slurs of all kind]. 'East Coast' heavy sorry that what I listen to growing up.
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Most embarrassing moment of last week: I had a panic attack at school on Wednesday during work study. Thank God the only witnesses were my parents but still I hate getting them. Glad my parents really do try to understand me being such an emotional mess sometimes. I didn't go to school & work on Thursday because I felt like crap.

Right now I'm in class. I really don't want to go to school in the morning right now.

To authors who don't like kudos, from a lurker by [personal profile] sidra
For people who find it difficult to communicate with words, kudos are a way to communicate through actions. This is basically me all time. Another reason for me to be a lurker in fandom is that I have a lot of anxiety when I try to write a comment for various reasons, so it takes too much of my energy and time. So kudos on AO3.org and the like button on Tumblr helps me so much.

Go here if you want to listen to some good mashups that you can download: TitusJones Mashups.

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Superman

Listen.. people be asking me all the time, "Yo Mos, what's gettin' ready to happen with Hip-Hop?"

I tell em, "You know what's gonna happen with Hip-Hop? Whatever's happening with us"

If we smoked out, Hip-Hop is gonna be smoked out. If we doing alright, Hip-Hop is gonna be doing alright.

People talk about Hip-Hop like it's some giant livin' in the hillside comin' down to visit the townspeople.

We ARE Hip-Hop. Me, you, everybody, we are Hip-Hop. So Hip-Hop is going where we going.

So the next time you ask yourself where Hip-Hop is going, ask yourself, "Where am I going? How am I doing?"

'Til you get a clear idea. So.. if Hip-Hop is about the people and the Hip-Hop won't get better until the people get better, then how do people get better? Well, from my understanding people get better when they start to understand that, they are valuable...


"Fear Not Of Man" - Mos Def

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