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I don't have internet at home. I hate myself and my life a whole lot right now. I don't want to talk about school ever. Worst semester so far and I don't like the change in my instructor.

I'm trying not to be so negative and hard on myself. I have been having a couple of crappy weeks of not being able to do my course work. I feel like a huge failure at school but I'm doing well at my externship. I still hate being on the phone but I'm trying to practice and write out scripts on what I should say.

My sister and I are going to AWA for this weekend. We are going to meet up with our friends and stay at their hotel room. I haven't seen my girls in over a year and I miss them so much. Tomorrow I have to work so I'm doing the two days pass if there is nothing I want to see on Friday night.

Tumblr takes up a lot of my time right now. I prob need to quit it.
exitsign: (film: sarah; look (labyrinth))
I don't feel well. I want to stay in bed all day and do nothing. I hate being uncomfortable at school. I don't know if the staff that makes more uneasy then the students.

I hate the weather; it feels like it has been raining for weeks now.

The start of my August recs, I don't feel like making a recs post.

I have a lot of feeling right now and I don't know what to do with them.
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Hi *hand wave*

I'm still alive. I still don't have AC in my house (for how long who knows) and my laptop is in a poor state.

My dog has major issues but I sort of love her. It only been four months since we have her and my mom love her now is totally amusing. Even more amusing when we tell people we have a dog now (My mom cousin Chela, was aghast to find out. Though to tell the truth I would totally let Sissy die if Holly, my next door neighbor dog, gets lose and bite her. I will totally run far away because Holly is huge and my ass wants to live more. (My dog needs to stop running into her space to mess with her.)

I'm very boring person right now. All I do is go to school (procrastination is still in my blood) and do work study at CBT lab to make some money to make school payments. I'm close to my last semester in this school. I need to start applying to a new school. (Unwanted stresses please go away.)

Lack of sleep makes me feel shitty. How do I function to get up morning is a miracle.

If you have a tumblr give me your name, I need ppl to follow. PM or drop me a comment here.

I'm still [tumblr.com profile] infernaldoom. I share it with my sister. I love the gifs my sis made for our layout. Irendri is the best. Pls note I'm still a dork.
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The internet is back in my house and my mother wants to kill our internet provider. I don’t think we are going to used them ever again. Our contract expires in a few months so I have limited time to enjoyed it. (God I will miss it when it gone again.)

I totally went on a binge so I will be posting recs later. Today I will be taking my MOS certification and I’m nervous as hell. I ready to get it over but I have to wait to take it. I mostly worry about Excel since I didn’t study at all. I’m praying that I will pass.
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1. I'm still alive.

2. I fail at English Grammar, I need help.

3. I'm almost finished with catching up with all Porn Battle entries on DW for the first time in ever. I still a have a few to check out and comment. Porn Battle entries on LJ, I read them when the masterlist is posted later on.

Drive-by Recs, hover over the link to get any warning(s).

Merlin: ❤ Family Tree (or here) by [livejournal.com profile] cerisereve
Gen (Arthur/Gwen), PG-13, 53,000 words
After defeating Cenred's forces and an army of the dead in the siege during the Tears of Uther Pendragon, Arthur has a traitor to identify, a city to rebuild, and—of course—a manservant to order around. All of which would be much easier to accomplish if Gaius would give him a straight answer about the magical staff found in the burial vaults, Merlin was not yanking Morgana into alcoves, and if Gwen would call him by his given name. When a druid insists on meeting with him, Arthur is forced to confront the fact that he cannot hide from magic.

This is all I want in a Merlin story minus my needs for my OT3 to be display, I can't wait to put it on my Kindle.

all this, and love too (or here) by [livejournal.com profile] anjali_organna
Arthur/Gwen/Lancelot, Merlin/Gwaine, PG-13, 8,700 words
Post S3 AU. Three are stronger than the two. Arthur, and Guinevere, and Lancelot, and the love that binds them all together.

Oh yes, I definitely needed this fic and damn Lancelot why you have to be so noble. Love!

Vampire Diaries: ♥ Take a bite (of my heart) by [archiveofourown.org profile] Ischa
Damon/Katherine/Stefan, R, 1,244 words
A story about things Stefan doesn't remember.

He catches their reflection in the mirror and everything comes rushing back. It's like nothing ever changes. Stefan, Elena (Katherine), Damon. Unholy trinity that they were. Unholy trinity that they are. It's not the same. To be honest it never was the same for Stefan anyway. He and Stefan don't have the same memories of that time.

I can't even start explaining how much this fic hurts, Damon I don't like you but bb I love to be in your head.
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I really need to go bed I haven't slept in a day and half, my body is cramping from being on my laptop all day. Around midnight I began a Yuletide reading marathon of anything that catch my fancy and then I don't how it progress to me reading about anything concerning the changes at Livejournal and the effects of the userbase. I'm in information overload-mode and I can't believe I'm still on.

The INTERNET is crack, I tell you. I will look for more people to subscribe to tomorrow, once I have full night sleep.

wtf

December 23rd, 2011 09:03 pm
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I'm downloading Led Zeppelin's albums right now. I can't begin to tell you why but today is an interesting day to do something new.

I realize I'm pretty much a ridiculous person and I don't know how my parents still unconditionally love me. lol Also, I will never leave the house again without eating something unless you like experience of the worst headache in my life. (One of these days, I will experience a hangover but not while in my parents house.)

I'm still looking for new web comics to read, I only found two I'm following on Google Reader.

I'm trying to enjoy break but I feel like I want to back in class again. My brain is weird.
exitsign: (spn: castiel; hot mess)
I have to redo my recs post all over again, ugh; I hate it when files are corrupted.

I slowly fixing my bookmarks on Pinboard, and taking a break from it for now. I don't like the look of the (save on delicious) bookmarklet, still using my other Delicious account to save to-read fics, omg there so much to read but I feel exhausted.

LJ's new look, I don't like the new comments page, makes me not want to comment over there when I read fic and I don't like the font changes either. I don't know what LJ is trying to become and I don't want to follow it any more. (Just makes me all sad that their breaking it own usefulness.)

I'm beta testing the new create entries page and right not having any problems and I like that I can customize it to my preferences.

I had a lovely b-day, mom bought me a chicken biscuit even though she woke me way to early to eat it but it all love. Best parents in the world, and I re-organizing/fixing my ebooks for my Kindle.
exitsign: (reality: amy adams)
Delicious, ugh, I rather not talk about it the change did upset me. Almost make me cry but I blame that on my hormones. Shell out cash for a pinboard account, here my new place. I have no idea when I will have the time to organize but it all there. (I hate saying that this, but this the first time the internet ever disappoint me. Pathetic I know but I just have to move on and I need to back-up more regularly.)

I'm reading all over the place. I really don't know what I want to read right now. Read some Final Fantasy VII fics and one great Pride and Prejudice Genderswap AU.

I got a flu shot yesterday, my left arm is still stiff & sore, and I can't type much right now without feeling the pain so I won't post any recs today.
exitsign: (reality: leo; young)
I'm too emotional right now and hoping that my period will come soon. Mood swings are no fun and especially if they get you in a fight with your sister. At least I wasn't violent this time.

I don't know what to do with myself I'm all edgy. I didn't sleep at all Wednesday, I rearranged my bedroom, wrote a entry of Star Wars recs, which is longer post than I will actually write, clean my hair and buff my nails. (I'm undecided on painting it right now.) I want to go out, I'm getting cabin fever but I don't really want to go outside. Or really, I should go get some sleep and set up my alarm to wake up tomorrow on time.

I hope that I get to see my friends this Friday. Interact with somebody, cause my sister is in her I don't want to be bother with your conversation moods. I think the internet has taken her brain.

I'm supposed to do my mom resume but I'm having trouble concentrating on it. Right now, this is my life.


May 22nd the Spike channel held a Star Wars marathon. I was on my laptop, when I flipping the channels and the movies took my attention away from the internet for a while. I still enjoy the original Star Wars trilogy and I want the DVDs so I can watch it right now. I still have an epic crush on Luke Skywalker and I see Leia in a new light. I really dig her character and I finally understand Han/Leia. I see the chemistry now; the unresolved sexual tension was thick. (It only took me a few years but at least I got it.)

Star Wars is not the greatest movies in the world or the best piece of science fiction but it has a big place in my heart now. I think I'm a bit too late to join this fandom, even if I try I don't know if I'm able to find my niche.


My brain is reevaluating my thoughts on religion; getting back to organized life is tough. I need order and purpose back in my life.

Janelle Monáe's new album Archandroid is out now.

Random: I think I'm getting better at typing and spotting my common grammar mistakes, not all the time but I'm learning as I continue to blog.

I can't wait for the Update Page Redesign. Dreamwidth seems to get cooler everyday I get on. I can't wait to get pay to turn this account to a paid account, so I can get to add more Star Wars icons. (Most will be the Skywalkers and Leia. :).)


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Superman

Listen.. people be asking me all the time, "Yo Mos, what's gettin' ready to happen with Hip-Hop?"

I tell em, "You know what's gonna happen with Hip-Hop? Whatever's happening with us"

If we smoked out, Hip-Hop is gonna be smoked out. If we doing alright, Hip-Hop is gonna be doing alright.

People talk about Hip-Hop like it's some giant livin' in the hillside comin' down to visit the townspeople.

We ARE Hip-Hop. Me, you, everybody, we are Hip-Hop. So Hip-Hop is going where we going.

So the next time you ask yourself where Hip-Hop is going, ask yourself, "Where am I going? How am I doing?"

'Til you get a clear idea. So.. if Hip-Hop is about the people and the Hip-Hop won't get better until the people get better, then how do people get better? Well, from my understanding people get better when they start to understand that, they are valuable...


"Fear Not Of Man" - Mos Def

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