I'm too emotional right now and hoping that my period will come soon. Mood swings are no fun and especially if they get you in a fight with your sister. At least I wasn't violent this time.
I don't know what to do with myself I'm all edgy. I didn't sleep at all Wednesday, I rearranged my bedroom, wrote a entry of Star Wars
recs, which is longer post than I will actually write, clean my hair and buff my nails. (I'm undecided on painting it right now.) I want to go out, I'm getting cabin fever but I don't really want to go outside. Or really, I should go get some sleep and set up my alarm to wake up tomorrow on time.
I hope that I get to see my friends this Friday. Interact with somebody, cause my sister is in her I don't want to be bother with your conversation moods. I think the internet has taken her brain.
I'm supposed to do my mom resume but I'm having trouble concentrating on it. Right now, this is my life
May 22nd the Spike channel held a Star Wars
marathon. I was on my laptop, when I flipping the channels and the movies took my attention away from the internet for a while. I still enjoy the original Star Wars
trilogy and I want the DVDs so I can watch it right now. I still have an epic crush on Luke Skywalker and I see Leia in a new light. I really dig her character and I finally understand Han/Leia. I see the chemistry now; the unresolved sexual tension was thick. (It only took me a few years but at least I got it.)Star Wars
is not the greatest movies in the world or the best piece of science fiction but it has a big place in my heart now. I think I'm a bit too late to join this fandom, even if I try I don't know if I'm able to find my niche.
My brain is reevaluating my thoughts on religion; getting back to organized life is tough. I need order and purpose back in my life.
Janelle Monáe's new album Archandroid is out now.
Random: I think I'm getting better at typing and spotting my common grammar mistakes, not all the time but I'm learning as I continue to blog.
I can't wait for the Update Page Redesign
. Dreamwidth seems to get cooler everyday I get on. I can't wait to get pay to turn this account to a paid account, so I can get to add more Star Wars icons. (Most will be the Skywalkers and Leia. :).)