exitsign: (film: sarah; look (labyrinth))
I don't feel well. I want to stay in bed all day and do nothing. I hate being uncomfortable at school. I don't know if the staff that makes more uneasy then the students.

I hate the weather; it feels like it has been raining for weeks now.

The start of my August recs, I don't feel like making a recs post.

I have a lot of feeling right now and I don't know what to do with them.
exitsign: (film: marla; smoke (fight club))
Most embarrassing moment of last week: I had a panic attack at school on Wednesday during work study. Thank God the only witnesses were my parents but still I hate getting them. Glad my parents really do try to understand me being such an emotional mess sometimes. I didn't go to school & work on Thursday because I felt like crap.

Right now I'm in class. I really don't want to go to school in the morning right now.

To authors who don't like kudos, from a lurker by [personal profile] sidra
For people who find it difficult to communicate with words, kudos are a way to communicate through actions. This is basically me all time. Another reason for me to be a lurker in fandom is that I have a lot of anxiety when I try to write a comment for various reasons, so it takes too much of my energy and time. So kudos on AO3.org and the like button on Tumblr helps me so much.

Go here if you want to listen to some good mashups that you can download: TitusJones Mashups.
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I have to share this.

Also I hate my internet provider so much right now since I can't download anything or watch any videos right now. Ugh.
exitsign: (killjoys: last stand)

Future Islands - Balance from Thrill Jockey Records on Vimeo.

This video is so beautiful; I totally need someone to write a fic for this vid. I love their journey to the beach and look at their faces when they get there. Hearts are in my in my eyes. I totally got invested in the visual story even though the song is okay.

I only have one Future Islands song in my iTunes, I may try them out.


I hate when family comes over, we didn't invite you and I hate not knowing the reason why. I understand why my mom don't like my dad oldest brother, jerk face. (Why do you have to be in my class and I want to punch your face.)

This day is very weird and I'm trying not to freak out about my dad's health.

I go back to school on a Tuesday.
exitsign: (tv: jackson (teen wolf))
My May recs are getting quite large so you find them here, here and here.

I seriously read a whole lot of Supernatural fanfics the last week or so, most are pairings I never read before. I also had been reorganizing my delicious tags again. I skip a rec week because my dad went back into the hospital and I'm exhausted. I have been sleeping a lot this week.

I hate thunderstorms I can't sleep through them.
exitsign: (film: tron; sad face (tron))
Last Friday was hectic, my Father's heart wasn't in great shape had to go to the hospital, a stent was done and my aunt came with her kids. Aunt and her kids got on my nerves and spoke my mind. Aunt cause some drama and was immature enough to post about it on Facebook. My period started when they left on Wednesday. I was glad to kick them out of here. I did a whole lot of cleaning and my grandmother is now combative. I hate that is not who she is but all I can to do is make whatever days left she have are good. I'm tired and I should get some sleep. I wasn't on the internet and I didn't post recs yesterday. I will make it up next week.

Still can’t read when I’m angry, glad that my mom is my mom, check out some books from the library, can always talk to my friend when I need an outlet. I walk every day, and glad I’m rockin a tan.

I hope this post make some sense since I’m both sleep deprived and haven't drank much water today.

WEBCOMIC I’m in love with it totally will spend money on this: Cura Te Ipsum written by Neal Bailey and drawn by Dexter Wee.


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Listen.. people be asking me all the time, "Yo Mos, what's gettin' ready to happen with Hip-Hop?"

I tell em, "You know what's gonna happen with Hip-Hop? Whatever's happening with us"

If we smoked out, Hip-Hop is gonna be smoked out. If we doing alright, Hip-Hop is gonna be doing alright.

People talk about Hip-Hop like it's some giant livin' in the hillside comin' down to visit the townspeople.

We ARE Hip-Hop. Me, you, everybody, we are Hip-Hop. So Hip-Hop is going where we going.

So the next time you ask yourself where Hip-Hop is going, ask yourself, "Where am I going? How am I doing?"

'Til you get a clear idea. So.. if Hip-Hop is about the people and the Hip-Hop won't get better until the people get better, then how do people get better? Well, from my understanding people get better when they start to understand that, they are valuable...

"Fear Not Of Man" - Mos Def


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