exitsign: (film: tron; sad face (tron))
I don't have internet at home. I hate myself and my life a whole lot right now. I don't want to talk about school ever. Worst semester so far and I don't like the change in my instructor.

I'm trying not to be so negative and hard on myself. I have been having a couple of crappy weeks of not being able to do my course work. I feel like a huge failure at school but I'm doing well at my externship. I still hate being on the phone but I'm trying to practice and write out scripts on what I should say.

My sister and I are going to AWA for this weekend. We are going to meet up with our friends and stay at their hotel room. I haven't seen my girls in over a year and I miss them so much. Tomorrow I have to work so I'm doing the two days pass if there is nothing I want to see on Friday night.

Tumblr takes up a lot of my time right now. I prob need to quit it.
exitsign: (film: marla; smoke (fight club))
Most embarrassing moment of last week: I had a panic attack at school on Wednesday during work study. Thank God the only witnesses were my parents but still I hate getting them. Glad my parents really do try to understand me being such an emotional mess sometimes. I didn't go to school & work on Thursday because I felt like crap.

Right now I'm in class. I really don't want to go to school in the morning right now.

To authors who don't like kudos, from a lurker by [personal profile] sidra
For people who find it difficult to communicate with words, kudos are a way to communicate through actions. This is basically me all time. Another reason for me to be a lurker in fandom is that I have a lot of anxiety when I try to write a comment for various reasons, so it takes too much of my energy and time. So kudos on AO3.org and the like button on Tumblr helps me so much.

Go here if you want to listen to some good mashups that you can download: TitusJones Mashups.
exitsign: (spn: ruby; sweet)
Outlook, f-u. I pass my Outlook exam today. This is my last exam for this semester and I can take a day off tomorrow to sleep in and not do anything. I’m going to take another certification test (Access) for next semester bc I rather take a test than be bored in class. Project looks like it will make my eyes bleed.

Applying for college is confusing. I’m looking into GPC right now.

Figuring out where to move to is confusing and I would never try to apply to be a jailer for the county.

Insta-Rec: Call Them Brothers (3365 words) by [archiveofourown.org profile] Vongchild [Avengers]
Steve/Natasha, Bucky/Natasha, Teen. Steve Rogers and Natasha Romanov disobey Fury's orders and enjoy a European vacation, snap a few necks, and jailbreak a frozen Soviet super-soldier.
exitsign: (who: donna; go forward)
Hi *hand wave*

I'm still alive. I still don't have AC in my house (for how long who knows) and my laptop is in a poor state.

My dog has major issues but I sort of love her. It only been four months since we have her and my mom love her now is totally amusing. Even more amusing when we tell people we have a dog now (My mom cousin Chela, was aghast to find out. Though to tell the truth I would totally let Sissy die if Holly, my next door neighbor dog, gets lose and bite her. I will totally run far away because Holly is huge and my ass wants to live more. (My dog needs to stop running into her space to mess with her.)

I'm very boring person right now. All I do is go to school (procrastination is still in my blood) and do work study at CBT lab to make some money to make school payments. I'm close to my last semester in this school. I need to start applying to a new school. (Unwanted stresses please go away.)

Lack of sleep makes me feel shitty. How do I function to get up morning is a miracle.

If you have a tumblr give me your name, I need ppl to follow. PM or drop me a comment here.

I'm still [tumblr.com profile] infernaldoom. I share it with my sister. I love the gifs my sis made for our layout. Irendri is the best. Pls note I'm still a dork.
exitsign: (bandom: travie; wha?)
The internet is back in my house and my mother wants to kill our internet provider. I don’t think we are going to used them ever again. Our contract expires in a few months so I have limited time to enjoyed it. (God I will miss it when it gone again.)

I totally went on a binge so I will be posting recs later. Today I will be taking my MOS certification and I’m nervous as hell. I ready to get it over but I have to wait to take it. I mostly worry about Excel since I didn’t study at all. I’m praying that I will pass.
exitsign: (killjoys: korba kid; concentration)
Hey everybody!

I’m still alive. I’m doing well in school and it takes up a lot of my concentration. I still wish I had internet in my house because I do nothing on the weekend. I have no money to go out and I miss my friends. I’m going to my friend, Athena’s graduation this Saturday hopefully so we can hang out and she can finally meet my dog.

Sissy is doing well. She drives me crazy ever other day but I miss her ugly face if we have to give her away. My dad loves her now and my mom likes her now (My mom will still not let her sit on her lap). She is two years old but she still acts like a puppy.

Also, my fan-ish output is low, though I’m still reading fanfiction. Also, I’m so happy to own Doctor Who season six now and got my mom and sister to watch it. I already convert my dad to Doctor Who with season five.
exitsign: (who: tenriver; i'll know you soon)
I’m mostly still alive, tired as hell, I been in a horrible mood for several days. My jaws are aching from the tensions. Keyboarding is a bitch and at least I past my English course with some cheating on the grammar test of course. Sissy is still ridiculous, and I don’t where she get all the energy to be so bouncy in the morning.

♡ Drive-by Recs, hover over the link to get any warning(s).

Doctor Who: A Game Of Equals (or here) by [archiveofourown.org profile] Irony_Rocks (River/Eleven, past River/Ten, others, Explicit, 94,000 words)
He’s a seasoned double-o with a penchant for deep blue aston martins and high-tech screwdrivers. She’s a former jewel thief imprisoned for a murder she says she didn’t commit. When she escapes from prison to help him track down the stolen crown jewels, they’ll find they have a lot more in common than expected. This was so much fun to read, a great mix of action, thriller intrigue, and sexual tension, yum! I'm keeping this forever with me, and it really clever mixing up the James Bond mythos with Doctor Who in the right way, imo.

Mission: Impossible - Ghost Protocol: The Runner by [archiveofourown.org profile] x_art (Ethan Hunt/William Brandt, NR, 15,681 words)
He knew his big mouth would get him into trouble sooner or later, but sooner seemed a hell of a lot, well, sooner. My Tom Cruise crush is mildly inappropriate and this is fic is a great incentive for me to watch this movie. Jeremy Renner is not that bad to look at either.

Not Quite The Morning After by [archiveofourown.org profile] topaz (William Brandt/Ethan Hunt, Explicit, 1,385 words)
It′s fairly impressive how much exasperation Ethan can layer into his voice even when he′s spread out on Will′s bed, naked and flushed, skin still damp and humid from the shower Will had needled him into. My favorite type of porn though I think it mildly embarrassing to admit to right now but whatever I like what I like at the moment.

RPF: When All The Things You Are, Are Mine (or here) by [archiveofourown.org profile] nevcolleil (Matthew Bomer/Zachary Levi, Teen, 2,200 words)
Matt called Zac 'Sinatra' once and the name stuck... Wow, I didn’t think I could read this, then I did and now I’m in love.

Sherlock Holmes: Marriage á Trois (or here) by [personal profile] sorrel (Mary/Holmes/Watson, Teen, 33,000 words)
In the aftermath of the Blackwood case, Mary determines that if she wants to have a successful marriage, she must find a way to integrate Holmes into her relationship with John. It's a decision that will have a number of unforeseen consequences, as she becomes far closer with the famous detective than she ever could have imagined.

It took me forever to read this fic, I first saw it when it was publish, I read a brief part of it, and quit reading because of the mild Irene hate. blah blah blah )

The Borgias: we’ve found some lovely ways to disappoint (or here) by [archiveofourown.org profile] liketheroad (Lucrezia/Juan/Cesare, Not Rated, 5,293 words)
1920's AU. “Because Cesare loves you, dearest sis, he wishes nothing more than to keep you safe - to guard your innocence and purity - in this life and the next,” Juan's smile becomes a shark-like grin. “It would seem our brother has no such qualms about damning my soul.” This hit all my buttons, wonderful, I need more of this.
exitsign: (reality: ana + stephen)
※ I still suck at English grammar; I really want to get a 4 in this class but I probably end up with a 3 because of it.

※ Sissy is my new dog. She is two years old a Chihuahua-pug mixed and my uncle dumped her on us. She is from the shelter and she has more issues than me, this makes me sad when I think about it. My sister and I suck at being a dog’s owner (too many examples to list about our mistakes), Sissy attaches herself to Ana and I think she may have some fondness for me. Hopefully everyone in the house including me gets better at dealing with Sissy, so many issues on both sides to deal with.

a pic of sissy and me )
※ Drive-by Recs, hover over the links to get more info.

Boy Meets World: Three's Company Too (or here) by [archiveofourown.org profile] serendipityxxi
He's mentioned before he's felt bad letting Shawn go home some evenings to face the dark alone when he has Topanga by his side to get him through the night. Topanga loves her husband for the care he feels for his best friend. I needed this but I'm glad some one wrote it. I'm more of a Cory/Shawn girl, but I like Topanga in this. (I have huge fondness for younger Topanga in BMW. More OT3 fics need to exist.) (2,158 words)

Fringe: Can't Get Next To You (or here) by [archiveofourown.org profile] Yahtzee
Peter Bishop searches for Olivia through multiple parallel universes, adjusting to each new world -- and each new Olivia -- he finds. Set between seasons two and three. Interesting story, I can't believe I read this but I enjoy the multiple universes that Peter visit so read it if you know the fandom. (13,709 words)

Harry Potter: A Process of Elimination (or here) by [personal profile] woldy
There's no reason for a threesome to be more than the sum of its parts - except that if it's not, it won't work. I like the awkwardness and how the trio got together was realistic and wonderful. (1,000 words)

Hunger Games: gone by [archiveofourown.org profile] crickets
It's the way Peeta says her name that sets Gale off. I'm convince that this could happen, and Katniss' presence is in here. (1,057 words)

Jane Eyre: A Wicked Thing (or here) by [archiveofourown.org profile] silver_galaxy
Rochester finds Jane after she flees Thornfield, but believes she is engaged to St John. Whoa, this is hot and has the right amount of possessiveness to hit my buttons. (2,567 words)

True Blood: A Problem Shared (or here, or here) by [personal profile] nomelon
Eric figures out the answer to their problem. Frankly, he doesn't know why he didn't think of it sooner. (Coda to 4x12). This is what I need in a True Blood fic, it maybe lame but I wish this is canon. (1,217 words)
exitsign: (tv: christina; sad (grey's anatomy))
Dad got back from the hospital Friday. He is alive, just a bored man and stubborn as hell. I’m still stressing out and I really need to relax. I don’t know how to de-stress. I want to go out for a walk but I don’t like walking in cold. I need to stop making excuses and just go out; staying in the house all day is probably killing me right now. (I refuse to believe I’m sick right now.)

I’m doing well in school, already planning to apply to university for next year. Hopefully I will get in and my credits are transferable.

eta. Facebook is horrible; I should delete my facebook to get away from family esp. my uncle who posts flowery advice. Dude you don’t practice what you preach. Like my mom says you are not born-again in hers eyes if you haven’t reach out to ones that you hurt the most in the past. My cousin isn’t talking to you for a reason, tio and my mother doesn’t like you. He makes me want to punch him in the face and stop coming over to our place unannounced too. *rant over* I needed to get some things off my chest.

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Superman

Listen.. people be asking me all the time, "Yo Mos, what's gettin' ready to happen with Hip-Hop?"

I tell em, "You know what's gonna happen with Hip-Hop? Whatever's happening with us"

If we smoked out, Hip-Hop is gonna be smoked out. If we doing alright, Hip-Hop is gonna be doing alright.

People talk about Hip-Hop like it's some giant livin' in the hillside comin' down to visit the townspeople.

We ARE Hip-Hop. Me, you, everybody, we are Hip-Hop. So Hip-Hop is going where we going.

So the next time you ask yourself where Hip-Hop is going, ask yourself, "Where am I going? How am I doing?"

'Til you get a clear idea. So.. if Hip-Hop is about the people and the Hip-Hop won't get better until the people get better, then how do people get better? Well, from my understanding people get better when they start to understand that, they are valuable...


"Fear Not Of Man" - Mos Def

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